internet communication and why people hate Nathan Grey

so there's this thing called 'internet' and everyone is all friendly and getting to know each other with it's help.
the problem with me and internet is that...i hate communicating through internet.
it has nothing to do with me not wanting to speak with that hot chick I totally don't have a future with(that my friends is another topic...completely).
and i hate feeling like a bastard, when people write and we talk and then they write me a couple of more times and then they are like 'fuck it. this bastard can't write a word to me and i always have to be the one to start the conversation.' and they stop writing me and lose interest in me.
see, when i'm on the computer it means one of two things, it's either i am working or i am enjoying my free time.
and yes, you would think that 'free time' also includes talking to people...not in my world.
free time is my chance to catch up on TV series and movies and maybe some games.

i much rather prefer meeting up in reality to talking on the internet.




i just realized...i hate the fact that people became so dependent on social sites to meet new people.
communicating on internet takes so many things away from the conversation:
body language
seeing actual person's face, not the one they make in front of the camera to look good
seeing her eyes, whether she plays with her hair and if she does:
seeing how she plays with her hair
seeing how she reacts when you talk about your favorite things
being able to at least guess if she's being honest or not


so just to sum up.
me not writing to someone isn't a proof of not wanting to be friends.
on the other hand being the one who offers a meet is a sign of me liking someone, it means I want to give this thing a chance.

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